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Why?
July 17, 2007Damn, I was right.
I had the strangest conviction that if I just thought really hard, and willed it to happen, I would "accidentally" bump into the people I wanted to see most. {see previous post on this}
Or, rather…the person I wanted to see most.
Him.
I saw him today. Today, and I just…ran away. I frickin' ran away!
And then, one stupid move after another, I tried to look for him again. Looked for him in a mall teeming with lovestruck teenagers, Harry Potter fanatics, and every other person this side of Cebu. No such luck, of course. And who knew, if I saw him once more I might just run away again.
Sigh. One glimpse of him and I turn into this pathetic coward. Why can't I get up the courage to face him, to speak to him? Why can't I turn things back to the way they used to be?
I wish it wasn't so difficult to let things go, to forget…









