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But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.

-- Umberto Eco

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...about the blog owner...


Goes by the name of Steff (and its many different variations) or Panyang. Enjoys home-style body massages, foot scrubs, and walks on the beach. Reads Alfred Hitchcock horror stories, and avid David Eddings fan. Aspiring fantasy novelist. Praying for a Palanca award. Prone to pensive moods. Istoryan writer. Writes poetry. Deviant. Loves karaoke. Adores books. Brandon Boyd fan. Popcorn addict.

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himantayon:

agi agi lang :) ..

panyang:

@cheryl - nope, haven’t read feist yet but his titles seem interesting. :D

cheryl:

have you read books by raymond feist?

alia:

hi, just passing by.

panyangB:

hi sangay! nice posts. and nice blog as well. keep posting.

Tom:

Just dropping by to say Hello. Nice blog!

panyang:

thanks mica :D

mica:

hello nice blog!

Adam Mordo:

Hey there. Cool blog. Updates naman dyan. mwehehehehe

guest_7873:

ola groovy!

mhuyhen:

nawa akong i.ph account duh & now pako ka read ug clear ani.. or have i..

panyang:

yep, they’re great. i was at their concert here in Cebu and got to meet them, too! :D

raine:

i see you like jars of clay too :-) hop!

Ginny:

Hello Panyang! Thank you for visiting my blog. I’m glad to meet another reader of Anne McCaffrey. I love the firelizards and the dragons of course. Please visit again.

panyang:

tag tag tag tag… *sigh*

menger:

i am now envious with ur blog!

panyang:

hahaha! o, di ba? ;)

menger:

and where’s the blog that i would star?

panyang:

i posted it yesterday see…cocktail stories…u and ur virgin. =P

menger:

that’s an enigmatic scene up ur blog! like it, like it. if only, if only, friendster has that frickin templates or whatnot designs. if only, if only, i could work on my i.ph with more patience, and yes, more brains… i would not envy this blog. but today, i welcome this envious because it makes me think to revamp my friendster blog.

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Greetings. Welcome to my humble asylum. I bid thee enter, friend... or foe.

Why?

July 17, 2007

Damn, I was right.

I had the strangest conviction that if I just thought really hard, and willed it to happen, I would "accidentally" bump into the people I wanted to see most. {see previous post on this}

Or, rather…the person I wanted to see most.
Him.

I saw him today. Today, and I just…ran away. I frickin' ran away!

And then, one stupid move after another, I tried to look for him again. Looked for him in a mall teeming with lovestruck teenagers, Harry Potter fanatics, and every other person this side of Cebu. No such luck, of course. And who knew, if I saw him once more I might just run away again.

Sigh. One glimpse of him and I turn into this pathetic coward. Why can't I get up the courage to face him, to speak to him? Why can't I turn things back to the way they used to be?

I wish it wasn't so difficult to let things go, to forget…

Posted by panyang at 1:46 pm | permalink

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