2 songs for the day

i’m feeling frickin’ pissed off today.

indulge me with these 2 songs.

GOING UNDER
by Evanescence

Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you
Fifty thousand tears I’ve cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won’t hear me
Going under

Don’t want your hand this time, I’ll save myself
Maybe I’ll wake up for once, wake up for once
Not tormented daily, defeated by you
Just when I thought I’d reach the bottom

I’m dying again
I’m going under
Drowning in you
I’m falling forever
I’ve got to break through,
I’m going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can’t trust myself anymore

I’m dying again
I’m going under
Drowning in you
I’m falling forever
I’ve got to break through, I’m

So go on and scream
Scream at me, I’m so far away
I won’t be broken again
I’ve got to breathe
I can’t keep going under

I’m dying again
I’m going under
Drowning in you
I’m falling forever
I’ve got to break through, I’m
Going under
Going under
I’m going under

TORNIQUET
by Evanescence

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
I lay dying
And I’m pouring
Crimson regret, and betrayal

I’m dying, praying
Bleeding, and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation

Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me

I’m dying, praying
Bleeding, and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation

Return to me, salvation

I long to die

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet, my suicide

Return to me, salvation
Return to me, salvation

People who listen to goth/emo death songs are not always freaks.