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ups and downs
April 26, 2006Last night I got back to the apartment at around 10PM, and the weirdest thing happened. My landlady was watching a Korean soap on TV, and strands of its theme song floated out to me. As soon as I closed the door to my room, I frickin’ burst into tears. WTF?! 0_o
Major mood swing. Big frickin’ major mood swing. Honestly, that was one of the worst I’ve had so far. Luckily I didn’t have it while I was at work. That would have been so damn embarrassing!
And I cried the rest of the night, all the way to sleep. When I woke up this morning, my lids were heavy and sticky and my eyes hurt.
I guess it was one of those times, you know, when everything just piled up until "the whole dam burst" so to speak. All the frustrations of the past weeks, even little things that I didn’t really bother with then but somehow got stored up with everything else… I snapped and it led to a flood of silent weeping. (Silent because I couldn’t let other people hear me sobbing in there!)
Oh, well. I feel better today, actually. One always feels better after a good, hard cry!









