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But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.

-- Umberto Eco

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...about the blog owner...


Goes by the name of Steff (and its many different variations) or Panyang. Enjoys home-style body massages, foot scrubs, and walks on the beach. Reads Alfred Hitchcock horror stories, and avid David Eddings fan. Aspiring fantasy novelist. Praying for a Palanca award. Prone to pensive moods. Istoryan writer. Writes poetry. Deviant. Loves karaoke. Adores books. Brandon Boyd fan. Popcorn addict.

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himantayon:

agi agi lang :) ..

panyang:

@cheryl - nope, haven’t read feist yet but his titles seem interesting. :D

cheryl:

have you read books by raymond feist?

alia:

hi, just passing by.

panyangB:

hi sangay! nice posts. and nice blog as well. keep posting.

Tom:

Just dropping by to say Hello. Nice blog!

panyang:

thanks mica :D

mica:

hello nice blog!

Adam Mordo:

Hey there. Cool blog. Updates naman dyan. mwehehehehe

guest_7873:

ola groovy!

mhuyhen:

nawa akong i.ph account duh & now pako ka read ug clear ani.. or have i..

panyang:

yep, they’re great. i was at their concert here in Cebu and got to meet them, too! :D

raine:

i see you like jars of clay too :-) hop!

Ginny:

Hello Panyang! Thank you for visiting my blog. I’m glad to meet another reader of Anne McCaffrey. I love the firelizards and the dragons of course. Please visit again.

panyang:

tag tag tag tag… *sigh*

menger:

i am now envious with ur blog!

panyang:

hahaha! o, di ba? ;)

menger:

and where’s the blog that i would star?

panyang:

i posted it yesterday see…cocktail stories…u and ur virgin. =P

menger:

that’s an enigmatic scene up ur blog! like it, like it. if only, if only, friendster has that frickin templates or whatnot designs. if only, if only, i could work on my i.ph with more patience, and yes, more brains… i would not envy this blog. but today, i welcome this envious because it makes me think to revamp my friendster blog.

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April 26, 2006

Last night I got back to the apartment at around 10PM, and the weirdest thing happened. My landlady was watching a Korean soap on TV, and strands of its theme song floated out to me. As soon as I closed the door to my room, I frickin’ burst into tears. WTF?!  0_o

Major mood swing. Big frickin’ major mood swing. Honestly, that was one of the worst I’ve had so far. Luckily I didn’t have it while I was at work. That would have been so damn embarrassing!

And I cried the rest of the night, all the way to sleep. When I woke up this morning, my lids were heavy and sticky and my eyes hurt.

I guess it was one of those times, you know, when everything just piled up until "the whole dam burst" so to speak. All the frustrations of the past weeks, even little things that I didn’t really bother with then but somehow got stored up with everything else… I snapped and it led to a flood of silent weeping. (Silent because I couldn’t let other people hear me sobbing in there!)

Oh, well. I feel better today, actually. One always feels better after a good, hard cry! :D

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