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But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.

-- Umberto Eco

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...about the blog owner...


Goes by the name of Steff (and its many different variations) or Panyang. Enjoys home-style body massages, foot scrubs, and walks on the beach. Reads Alfred Hitchcock horror stories, and avid David Eddings fan. Aspiring fantasy novelist. Praying for a Palanca award. Prone to pensive moods. Istoryan writer. Writes poetry. Deviant. Loves karaoke. Adores books. Brandon Boyd fan. Popcorn addict.

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himantayon:

agi agi lang :) ..

panyang:

@cheryl - nope, haven’t read feist yet but his titles seem interesting. :D

cheryl:

have you read books by raymond feist?

alia:

hi, just passing by.

panyangB:

hi sangay! nice posts. and nice blog as well. keep posting.

Tom:

Just dropping by to say Hello. Nice blog!

panyang:

thanks mica :D

mica:

hello nice blog!

Adam Mordo:

Hey there. Cool blog. Updates naman dyan. mwehehehehe

guest_7873:

ola groovy!

mhuyhen:

nawa akong i.ph account duh & now pako ka read ug clear ani.. or have i..

panyang:

yep, they’re great. i was at their concert here in Cebu and got to meet them, too! :D

raine:

i see you like jars of clay too :-) hop!

Ginny:

Hello Panyang! Thank you for visiting my blog. I’m glad to meet another reader of Anne McCaffrey. I love the firelizards and the dragons of course. Please visit again.

panyang:

tag tag tag tag… *sigh*

menger:

i am now envious with ur blog!

panyang:

hahaha! o, di ba? ;)

menger:

and where’s the blog that i would star?

panyang:

i posted it yesterday see…cocktail stories…u and ur virgin. =P

menger:

that’s an enigmatic scene up ur blog! like it, like it. if only, if only, friendster has that frickin templates or whatnot designs. if only, if only, i could work on my i.ph with more patience, and yes, more brains… i would not envy this blog. but today, i welcome this envious because it makes me think to revamp my friendster blog.

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March 29, 2006

This is going to be a long post. :P

I haven’t really felt like posting lately, though I’ve got tons of thoughts I’d written on paper these past nights when I couldn’t sleep.

But tonight I was listening to my mp3s as usual, and one of the songs ultimately prompted this post.

Don’t you hate it when songs strike home so hard, it hurts? Sometimes a song gets to me so bad, I immediately go into an instant mood swing the moment I hear it. The moods would range from being royally p*ssed, sadly pensive, to being downright depressed — depending on the song, of course.

Well tonight my mood has switched to being sadly pensive, so much that I feel like drowning in thoughts and memories. All because of this song:

Love Song For No One
by John Mayer

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I’m jaded
I hate it

I’m tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
(get here)

Searching all my days just to find you
I’m not sure who I’m looking for
I’ll know it
When I see you
Until then, I’ll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I’m tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I’m tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You’ll be so good
You’ll be so good for me

 

Now isn’t that just a little too much food for thought? Well… I guess if you’re no longer single, you can’t relate. Or maybe you used to feel like this, but has since found The One.

I haven’t. Not that I’m complaining, and I don’t really mind, nor do I dwell day and night on the fact that I’m turning 25 and still single, but sometimes there are just moments when thoughts of "love" and "romance" just looove to smack me in the face.

Tough luck.

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